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(no subject) [Jul. 6th, 2009|03:43 pm]
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Pizza with boyfriend at his house on saturday, and yesterday spent with xingan. (!)

Wanted to catch transformer with boyfriend on saturday, all time till eleven plus seling fast. :( So didn't watch and headed to his house for pizza, yummy! Hee, met his whole family, and when is his turn to meet mine. All his family members so friendly, ^^

Yesterday went to hg mall first, then pasir ris park. Ride bicycle there, awesome, cold ~ Ride in the rain, :) Ahahah. Then xg came to my house, and we had heart to heart talk. Fun fun. :) Stayed up till late, hehe.

Bye, ME (L) Benjamin.

 

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Gone [Jul. 4th, 2009|10:34 pm]
 

Out with baby today and out with sister yesterday. !
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Her belief. [Jul. 1st, 2009|10:55 pm]
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[Current Music |Way back into love.]

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiii, Shermaine is back in action. I just had a nice sleep. Super awake and don't know how to turn in. So came here to post. No time to blog due to copying homework that i've not finished, and of course time with boyfriend. Aha, he's really a cute boyfriend, better then anyone of my ex. No offense. Hoho. Just think so, just so you know. ^^ School for the first three day totally suckzxzxzx. It's not fun at all. But spying boyfriend from fourth floor to first floor is.. ;/ Aha. I'm not a pervert. 

No pictures? Hopefully when i go out with boy on saturday, if he's willing to take picture with me, ^^ Friday most probably meeting him. Me miss boyfriend very much now. 

Starting on History, Art, Home econ, and physics. Me only prefer the change of science. Cause Mr tan wei lun make the class laugh very much. History was okay too. But, me dont love home econ. I dont even know how to cook a simple egg. Gawd. 

Pictures soon, (!) 
Tmrw there's school. Goodnights. And, i'm also started blogging at piecesof-heart.blogspot.com :)

I love b. :O
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Imagination. [Jun. 26th, 2009|12:27 am]
It's been the 15 day without you in my life, this feeling isn't nice, i hate it really much. I've been trying to make myself happy. I'm so pissed and tired of my life. Some things which had been coming into my mind recently make me feel terrible and upset, it's like i really want to have him back, but i just want him to be happy. Lots of things happened and i didn't want to rant it to anyone, cause i know. Even if i said everything out and let people know how i'm feeling or what's on my mind.. It's just so different. i finally understand.. 

Maybe it's just my own imagination, i don't like crying. You know?

Over the past few days, many things happened. Stressed, and i just can't do anything about it. Accidents do happen, don't they? I didn't do it on purpose. I just DONT FUCKING HAVE the mood to do things that i used to do in the past. Sometimes when i close my eyes, memories do flash back, and not just somethings flash back. A lot of thing flashback. I wish i can read people mind, and also have a time machine. So when i make a mistake, and i really regretted making that mistake, i can turn back time and do it for the second time. Then everything would be perfect, won't they? So, this is life. I really don't feel like bothering about it anymore. But.. i don't know why i said so much here. Maybe i just want to let it out. 

You just don't understand me. i don't need anyone to pity me, I'm just gna be fine..
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It's going to be over real soon. [Jun. 25th, 2009|01:23 pm]
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Me luv you. 

Alright, going out. Bye,
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It's just a matter of time. [Jun. 24th, 2009|06:34 pm]
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Went to jasmine's friend chalet. Went to pasir ris park, miss those times with _ _ _ :<
Reached home at 5. Fucking tired. 

I'm off. Bye ~
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(no subject) [Jun. 21st, 2009|12:06 am]
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Pictures for today. :)

Happy father's day! I send dad a message saying : " Happy father's day! Loveyou. "
And he replied : "Thanks my dear. "

Cool right? :)

It's 21 today, and it's not just father's day. A memorable day too. I miss you.

if we are still together, today would be our fourth month dear, i miss you so much. And, everthing i once said to you are all true. I didn't give you fake promises, or even broke promises i give. I want you back so much.
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Wednesday group BBQ party. [Jun. 19th, 2009|04:19 pm]
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Pictures speak a thousand words, let it explain to you then.

Byebye.
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Love me, or love me not. [Jun. 16th, 2009|06:26 pm]
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Nothing much today, accompany cousin to CNB to sign. :) 

And went to eat.
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Its never easy letting go of you. :'] [Jun. 14th, 2009|05:42 pm]
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Hi readers, i didn't post long time, was busy with _ _ _ _ _ _ Haha. I'm happy. Don't have to comfort me on msn or messages, I'm still alive. I didn't say i want to commit sucide again right? 

I won't. I will still continue to study hard and live on, i'm still gna be a happy girl. I will let out my emotions if i want to.

Byeeee.
Can't go far, but i can always dream.
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I know i was wrong. Pleasee. [Jun. 11th, 2009|08:57 pm]
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Pictures on tuesday.

:( No mood to post suddenly.

Can you tell me what to do, i'm feeling so upset. I feel like having a hug. Somebody to talk to. D; Don't.
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I'm upset? I don't know either. [Jun. 8th, 2009|11:06 pm]
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Cousin took this picture, went to hougang mall just now.




Reciept for pepper luch, with cousin, sister, mummy, aunt and co.



Room, :)



Adeline, Jasmine, Regina, and mine @ Ikea. 



Ate this with mummy last month @ The fish manhattan market.



Buffet @ home. My birthday. :)



Bake rice& Chicken soup @ swensens.



I ate this cookie monster, delicious.

Today wasn't a fine day. Fell down in the bus three time. 2 times on the stairs. So embarrassing. Damn.
Talked to xingan on the phone for two times today. We're getting closer and closer. Picnic soon yea Xingan? ♥♥♥
I want to tell Xingan a lot of things. And gossips. !
Talk to Xingan just now, she was watching pua chu kang and laughing all the way, i laughed out hearing her laughter. Damn funny kay.

Had pepper lunch just now, not very nice. Ate 2 times in a week. Haha. And then saw somebody which i really don't want to see. I had some reasons.. Forget about it. I still hate him though.

Then mummy, germaine and jasmine went home first. I need to accompany cousin take something from her house. When walking back to her house, a china women farted infront of me. Then i was laughing out loud. She was shocked and super embarrassed as she didn't know i was behind her. When i laugh, cousin ask me what happen. I told her, then we both laughing like mad. Haha, i swear it was damn funny kay. Then she faster walk away. Lmao.

Then took bus home, and now posting.
I miss benjamintan so much, :(

No mood now, sianxzxzxzxzxzxz.

Bye, i'm off.
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It's the hearts that count, baby. [Jun. 7th, 2009|05:29 pm]
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Gawd, i love chocolates.
I'm not going to grow taller anymore, i have a reason. (secret.)

Went to Ikea just now with mummy, aunt, uncle, sister& cousin. Bought cousins and sister to eat, they were super noisy. Espically germaine yew. Keep making me angry and pissed. >:

Bought so much things, :) Hohoho, and now, new room make over is half done.

I need a job. Cause i wna go shopping!

I miss benjamintan, a lot.

I'm off. Pictures? All in me phone ehy!
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Sweetest drug, benjamin tan. [Jun. 7th, 2009|12:19 am]
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Brand new day! Boyfriend is having a fever. ! Hope that he will get well soon, cause I want t meet him badly.

Not forgetting to thanks xingan for accompanying me out to shop shop shop today. Haha. Got things i wanted, Like.. Pepper lunch with Xingan, tops, more plain polo-tees, and new room make over on the way. Haha. :)

Went to bugis, iluma, hougang today. So much laughters, espically, "BROOM" and the bride. AND not forgetting..

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That guy was damn funny, i can't describe! Its a Middle age man. That is how he look at us. !

Train backt hougang after that, for our pepper lunch :)
 
Then home. :)
 
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Pictures taken on, 28 may. Celebrate class Jan - June birthday boys &girls.:)
I'm in it too. Cake smashing was fun.

 

 
I still got lots of photo to upload. But don't feel like. When i upload, people don't like, comment here and there. The suitable name for them is, bitches. :)

You suck big time seriously.

We use *erhem* you also use.
How i *erhem* somebody, you also did the same to yours.
What about plain *erhem*


You must be the most famous copy cat in this whole wide world. Hahahahaha. !

Edited } ! 
Sian, don't feel like giving a **** to it anymore. Leave it. :) 

I'm going to bed now, :) Goodnights.

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Smile baby. [Jun. 5th, 2009|06:33 pm]
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Hi, you suck big time ~ :)

This few days, all along on phone with Xingan, miss her so much. We'll resume our plan. First, i need a job. Second, i want to meet my dearest benjamin tan. ~ Gawd, i miss him and it's alot okeh? 

16 more days to fourth month anniversary, can't wait. 

Me and Xingan wna plan for BBQ ! Or only me and her go picnic. That would be romantic, right? *shy*

I want a new bag and wallet. 

Bye love.

I hate _ _ _ _ _ _ 
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You are such a .. .. .. .. [Jun. 4th, 2009|07:17 pm]
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I suddenly hate.. somebody alot. Sucha fxcking bxtch.

Okay, met baby for two days. But not tomorrow, cause he's going to BBQ at pasir ris park. Haha, but maybe saturday. :) 

I feel so digusted by your acts. (.....) somemore lo. See how much you can do it. Somedays, i believe you will understand what (.....) means. Hope you'll understand it soon, it will be better for you, (.....). 

When you _ _ _ _ _ (.....) _ _ _ _ _ _ _, you still can get (.....) with _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _. Or even _ _ _ _ _ with other (.....).

Now i know what's on your mind, _ _ _ _ are more (.....) _ _ _ _ _ _ _. ! 

Hahah. Is this what you want? If you want then i'll give it to you, Best of luck. BITCH !

I'm staying at home tmrw ! It's gna be super bored. :(


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Speechless, yes or no? [Jun. 2nd, 2009|07:33 pm]
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Life is really boring, cause i'm spending most of it at home! :(

Brb, eat eat.

Back, i really have a hard time eating. Especially eating spicy stuff and snacks. Or even chocolate. But i still ate all of them. I have two ulcer right on my lips, thats why. Fuck right? >: 

Was supposed to meet baby today, but changed to tmrw. Don't tell your why. q:
I'm going to shopping soon. To get some things. :)
Boyfriend want to accompany me there. Hoho, jealous?

I miss B _ _ _ _ _ _ N ! 
Obvious enough? 

I hate _ _ _  _ _ _ ! 
Obvious enough?

I love benjamintan, :)

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Throw away everything first. [May. 31st, 2009|12:58 pm]
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Life kind of suck for me suddenly. I have not much people to share secret with. But i still have boyf beside me.

I have so much things that i want to complete buying/doing this holiday.

●  _ _ _  _ _ _ outing. (perhaps)

● Get a red watch :)

● Find a job with a reasonable pay asap.

● Second set of couple tee.

● New phone.

● New bagpack.

_ _ _ ' _ Ice lemon tea again. :)

● A pink/red camera.

Pepper lunch with _ _ _ _ _ _ (perhaps)

New clothes.

● New wallet.

● Pasir ris park with boyf again.

● Catch the movie : Up, Hannah Montana the movie, Ghost of girlfriend's past.

● Save up to 79 dollar to buy a present for _ _ _  _ _ _ birthday.

● Slim down.

● Buy Baby (Regina) her late birthday present.

● Get a new handphone strap. Cause mine broke. _l_

More plain polo tee.

● Lingeries from topshop.

● New room make over.

Lastly, just for once.
_ _ _ _ _ _  _ _ _ _ _ _  .. Slowly guess.


Friday -

After school accompany boyf to dye his hair, :) After that went home. School wasn't fine. Some _ _ _ _ _ _ _ & _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ , ruin my day. >: Than went home and mummy told me we're going out at night. So night time, mummy went to see her ge tai with aunts :).

So me, xinwei and sis went to hougang mall to walk walk. :) Went home after that as mummy and sis had some "quarrels" ..

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Yesterday -

Weeeee, day was totally fine. :) Boyf woke up early in the morning to accompany me bring Germaine to school, and breakfast. :) Than we went to have breakfast, after that playground. We left our wallet& phone on the bench and sit at the exercise corner and chat. Than after awhile went to check phone. 8 miss calls (!) Shocked. All mummy call. :/ I never pick up as, phone was on the bench. Silent mode. :< 

Than answer and she nagged. Then she came to the playground to check, and then went off. Ask me to pick up germaine afterwards. Went home and she didn't scold me, Hee. So lucky ehy.

So far family members, only mummy, germaine and aunt see boyf before.

Then me and germaine went home, and boyf took bus home too, cause we're meeting in the afternoon celebrating nianyong's birthday. :) 

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Afternoon meet boyf and then Rongxing& Kimpang came over. Called, lucas, bridget, nianyong. But none of them picked up the call. Boyf said all of them lost their phone. Than after awhile, Lucas finally answered. So, decided to meet at tamp, yes. So we headed to tamp to wait for all of them. Bused there and played games in arcade. Hoho.

After half an hour or so, nianyong and briget came. :) Than, esther, yaowei, janice, lucas, huaizi came. :) Went to buy the movie ticket for Monsters VS Aliens. But only some of us watched the show. :)

Went to pizza hut after that, nianyong's treat. Then took bus home with baby :)

Homesweethome. Hee.

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Today -

Morning woke up and went to west plaza for breakfast with sister :) Going to uncle's house for steamboat later on. :)

I'm off to tv. Bye love.

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